I'm on my own
I wish I'd get back home
Where I can't feel no more this cold
Penetrating deeply to the soul
I'm on my own
I can barely recall
Those nights so light and warm
From the sunset to the dawn
Another day that keeps killing me
Is this routine that I live my worst enemy
Slowly pressing on my dreams trying to let them fade
It's a surgical operation laser based
I guess you know I'm going insane day by day
I'm looking inside so hard that I need x-ray
I've got to fill this bottomless pit inside my heart
I'm never satisfied I need it all until it hurts
I'm on my own
I wish I'd get back home
Where I can't feel no more this cold
Penetrating deeply to the soul
I'm on my own
I can barely recall
Those nights so light and warm
From the sunset to the dawn
It's just a little late to reset my brain
I spit fire from my mouth cause I drink propane
When I wear my mask is like the judgment day
With my army back I'll do everything it takes
I don't wanna hide the dirt underneath my rug
If this means some heads I will spill blood
I don't back an inch, this time i'm gonna win
I've lost so many times that I should go into a looney bin
Do you want belong to me?
Empty streets with thousands men
Do you fear what I'm bringing
Everybody wants a chance
We're here for the same thing
Broken sky in the end
Why is it hard to understand
Take me back again
I'm on my own
I wish I'd get back home
Where I can't feel no more this cold
Penetrating deeply to the soul
I'm on my own
I can barely recall
Those nights so light and warm
From the sunset to the dawn
credits
from Killing Field,
released November 13, 2020
Music & Lyrics by Mebsuta
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